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Wednesday, 02 December 2009

  • nirvana by the sea

    the girls and arnold have departed for singapore.

    leaving me, peng and eric in Taiwan.

    we're currently in Kenting, some awesome place, its like Hawaii. even the people here look like native Hawaiians. Aborignes.

    this place is awesome, we got some badass hotel, complete with a mini garden and a jacuzzi.

    but WTF man, we got tricked at some local seafood place. now me and eric are broke.

    i got like 300 NTD and eric has... say 50 NTD? lose, the restaurant 'play spoiler all'

     

    anyways, i just spent the night alone at the beach bar, thinking stuff through, penning random poems, listening to the waves crash upon the shore, and bathing in the warmth of the moonlight.

    it was catharthic i must say, sorted things out, hopefully it'll be a major step forward.

    things ain't as bad as we make them out to be. sometimes, a quiet moment just by yourself, helps.

    i thank God for this solace. this quiet time, away from everything. its been good, and God has been great.

    thank God.

    i guess i'll never see such beautiful scenery for quite some time. its a rarity really.

    sometimes, if you compare our problems against the beauty of the lord's creations, only then do we realise that life matters more than our minute problems.

     

     

Sunday, 29 November 2009

  • To back away from everything, everyone, really helps to slay those problems we have.

    prehaps sometimes our greatest enemy is not the world, but ourselves, and in the presence of everyone, the inner self mutates and devours us.

    so i guess sometimes, retreat is the best assault.

    hopefully nirvana is near, i can smell it, but is this a temporary whiff or something ephemeral, a reflection of the real substance beneath. i hope its the latter.

     

    Overthinking complicates matters, screws up your heart.

    'i can (not) think, wait and fast'

Thursday, 26 November 2009

Wednesday, 25 November 2009

  • Siddhartha is king.

    ok i will revive this blog on the eve of my revival mission.

    yes, its time to break free from samsara, find my river and enter nirvana.
    when that is achieved, all will cease to exist, no pain, no misery, just pure absolut joy.
    that my fellow child-people, is an end to itself, a mission, a goal, a life.

    with this determination, i shall embark on a quest, both a physical and a metaphysical one, to trek through the forests and mountains of Taiwank, in search for the ever elusive Vasudeva.
    to all my fellow Govindas, may we find this emotional state of peace, as the river continues to flow, so too will our miseries, our joys, our enemies, our friends. we cannot change these exogenous factors, we can only change whats inside, and that my fellow Govindas, will only be done when we attain Nirvana.

    OMMM

    V.B. is bitter, it sucks.

Monday, 20 July 2009